weight pulling

i was pretty pissed when i wrote that. since then i've taken a shower and cooled off so hear this out as well please. i may have been upset there but the message is the same. read between the lines. if this clan is going to recover as most the admins i've talked to wish it to, then I feel those things must change. in short: maybe i shoulda have spent some time *writing* about my thoughts instead of putting them down. but then i've never believed in sugar coating things.

you know what to do.